Tick Tock

Its been a bit since i've done an update, certainly not because nothing has happend but because everything has happend !!!

Kaya is back ! which is the big thing, and now my life is feeling a bit more complete again. Im so useless without my soul mate, despite all my friends been with me.

One thing that is laying heavy on my mind at the moment is the way I distribute my time and attention between my two lives. I spend around 5 hours a day in SL Mon-Friday, then very possibly 12-16 hours over the weekend. Thats a wapping 41 hours a week !! and gives an indication of just how important it is to me. And, when im not in SL im thinking about it and looking forward to being there. Although i dont see anything wrong with devoting such time and energy to SL, I know I neglect important people and duties in my First life and I know that unless I want to court disastor, this current level is unsustainable.

Knowing this does'nt make finding a balance any easier. Over the years of my cyber world addiction i've become an expert in juggerling my time and commitments around my second exsistance, but at what cost ?